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Feb.23.07- YAY! im going hill jumping again!
The weekend before i was at a good friends house and we snuck out with some of our older friends. We were 14. We went to this school. where the soccer fields were frozen. all the snow froze so we were ice skating across it running into eachother. Then we went to Mcdonalds and gave the mexican man a hard time about leaving because he was trying to close up. We went to bunnyman bridge. which is soposed to be a scary haunted bridge or something. but it was far from it. On the way home was scarier then being there. Going over all of the hills real fast in the fast sporty little car. It was scary, but in a fun way. I felt my stomach drop just like it does when im on a roller coaster. The whole next week i could not wait to do it again. I called it "flying." It was such a rush and just made me happy being out with a bunch of teenagers. I did not like the fact i had to lie to my mom in order to get out, but it didnt matter at the time. I remember sitting outside waiting for the boy to come pick us up in that sporty car. I remember every detail about that night. Everything we did. Pretty much the order everything happened in. I remember it all. My mom tells people i dont remember anything 2 weeks before it. But i do. For the most part. I remember stopping at some kids house to pick him up which would have put 6 people in a 4 seater car. But he could not sneak out yet. Before that i remember picking up a case of beer from the drivers house. We had time to kill so we went, got frosty's from wendys then went back to bunnyman bridge. It was still cold out but pretty much all of the snow from the previous weekend melted. We walked on top of the bridge over the railroad tracks just to kill time. Me and one of the other kids had to peed so we went a little off the tracks. When i pulled up my pants everyone was running back the way we came. i knew the only reason they did this was to "scare" us. so we ran to. We all got in the car and sped off. Faster and faster over hills around sharp turns. I was so happy because i felt like i was finally growing up. "im out with teenagers and there is beer, finally. Welcome to the world of high school." I remember The driver saying okay hold on this is one of the best ones there is. After we landed it, i thought that was fun. But i guess it was not as good as it could have been. He turned the car around and said "i didnt hit it right well do it again." Next thing i know i open my eyes. And i see my mom. I remember being thirsty and trying to talk. It was all fuzzy. I remember writing im sorry to my mom on a clipboard. After that i remember a morphine(spelling) drip. that was nice (: and i remember lots of people coming in and out of the room. I remember my mom yelling at a nurse and i remember lots of flowers. I remember picking at my face because it was all scabbed up and itchy. I remember being VERY thirsty but only being allowed to suck on ice. But i remember one of the nurses sneaking me a little bit of water once. I remember going in for a cat scan and my abdoman hurting so bad the nurse had to come in and hold my hand. I remember one of the boys who was with us the previous weekend being in the room at some point. I remember my friend who i was with that night's mom bringing me my favorite food but i was not hungry. your probably very confused as to what im even talking about. Well after the driver said, "i didnt hit it right well do it again" he turned around and we did indeed "hit it" this time. We were in a small acura RSX (hatch back) i was in the middle back with no seat belt. We got up to speed and at the very top of the hill we collided with an SUV. dead on. On impact i was ejected through the closed sunroof. I flew about 50-100ft and landed in a ditch with mud and water and ice up to my ears. The car flipped 2 times total and when it landed. it landed on top of me. The last thing i honestly remember is screaming, "yeah nigga." (sorry if it offends anyone) Everyone walked away from the accident except me of course. The first fire truck came but it did not have the equipment needed to get me out. so a second one came. They could not lean the car any certain way because how the car landed on me made it so no matter which way they leaned it a part of my body would be smushed. My head was under the hood my chest was under the windshield my pelvis area was under the hood and my legs were under the like...back hatch back area. so they had to use levers and jack the car up and slide me out. only problem, it was so mussy from all the snow and ice melting that everything kept sinking in the mud. Finally for a split second it stayed up and they had just enough room to slide me out. Then a helicopter was called and landed in a nearby field. I was life flighted to the hospital. I was conscious through all of this even though i do not remember it. My mom was told i had a 31% chance of living and to get all close friends and family up there asap because i would prob not make it through the night. When i got to the hospital is when i stopped breathing on my own. Tubes were thrown down my throat and i was put into a medically induced coma. I had plastic surgery on my face and neck from where the windshield tore my face off. I lost the total amount of my blood twice and had a spleen kidney and liver laceration(basically a cut). They said if you took a thawed out steak and dropped a 2000 lb weight on it what it would look like is what my liver basically looked like. i broke my shoulder and pelvis and had a spine fracture. I also had a post traumatic brain injury that basically just fucks up my memory and balance. A weird thing about my accident is well first, i should have died. weighing 100lbs and a 2000 lb car sitting on top of me for a little under an hour. come on. but the weird thing is. I had a very close friend pass away about a month before and at his viewing they had these bright green bracelets that said Rip christopher life's short live clean. (they looked like the livestrong bracelets.) anyways, i wore it 24/7. After i was cleared for my mom to come in the room they gave her a bag with everything on me. Its procedure to take everything off someone in case of the need of emergency surgery. Any rope metal plastic clothes shoes, everything. She went and held my hand and noticed the bracelet was still on me. She didnt think anything of it at the time but then someone mentioned how lucky i was and christopher was with me that night. we went to the fire fighters that actually got me out to thank them and have dinner at the firehouse. My mom asked them about the bracelet but they said they took everything off of me.
Guardian angels do exist. So i believe now.
now for proof. I was recording us hill jumping and it just so happens i got it on tape.
Its not visual its all audio. and at the end that is my best friend since i was 2 crying not me. I couldnt breath.
pictures are also attached of my scars on face&neck. Well whats left of them after 2 years. I have more on my chest shoulder back and arms as well. but not as bad.
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